Ugh

I'm having one of those days again.

I don't feel like doing anything; I haven't done anything even remotely constructive today (and no, goofing around on the Internet all day doesn't count); the house is a mess; we didn't get the house we bid on *yesterday* (it was already sold, they just hadn't taken it off the MLS yet); my blood pressure is up again; I have to get blood drawn (and the logistics are a pain in the butt with a baby); I have to make these massive lifestyle changes to combat my blood pressure and I don't do change well; I'm getting really sick of house hunting and putting bids in on houses we don't get; and, and ... I guess I'm depressed or something.